when i write this post feeling is really tension.
feeling useless......unappreciated....troublemaker....and so many more negative meaning...
through the day, i keep on trying to smile but what i get at last is..crying alone after maghrib pray....T-T
really2 can't control the emotion...
today having iso audit...my department HR got 3 minor and 1 observation, and actually minor that finalize from audit team is major issue. Using the superseded form of course la kan...but actually its not superseded just revise the consequence number. Another issue is there are some sample that not having HOD signatory. for the observation is that there are no current listing for current training...
i m not good in explaining the process that i face today.
but what that i can say learn from mistakes is not really encouraging
learn from mistakes will give more bad effect if you always done wrong
but also 'officemate' also is not really the right 'teacher' even though she has experienced more there.
another gossip, after office hour pon, HOD can call to fulfill their rquest...come on la 7.30 alrready, nak terpekik n marah...nonsense kot...hhuhuuu...
What i feel disappointed for myself is that why i can't manage to do my work accordingly...and why when conflict arise, then br la mula nak lari blk kampong...huaaa..tension...
and i just thinking is it all human will feel to run away when there having problem...i think the answer is yes..
but the action taken not really to run away from problem.
There are many other way that we might solve the problem rather than to run away...
hhmm...now i just wondering on how to face the problem with the critical situation...
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